your royal highness

this school year is about to come to an end. how is it for me? alright i guess, better than what i thought it would be. chinese a lvl's next mon & the following mon of that should be pw op. hope can at least get a B or C for both subjects. not expecting an A because i don't think i have the capabilities of getting it. i realise i made 8 marks of careless mistakes for math promo. if i didn't, i could at least get a C after moderation. but what's done is done so yar, i shan't think too much about it. should i drop econs to h1? it's like i not getting anywhere with the subject. in fact, it nearly win my phy marks for being the lowest): i realise there will be loads of homework this holiday)): there's like 5 sets of math homework, math new chapter tutorial (unconfirmed but most likely), 2 GP AQ questions etc etc. why is school holiday called school holiday? from Dictionary.com, holiday as a noun means:
1. a day fixed by law or custom on which ordinary business is suspended in commemoration of some event or in honor of some person.
2. any day of exemption from work.
3. a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.
4. a religious feast day; holy day, esp. any of several usually commemorative holy days observed in Judaism.
5. Sometimes, holidays. Chiefly British. a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation.
6. an unintentional gap left on a plated, coated, or painted surface.
so shouldn't i be exempted from homework since a student's work is homework? i even have something to do during the holidays that will in fact take up like 95% of the holidays. so after pw op is chiong homework like crazy time:/
i feel like making my blog private. should i? haha shall think about it~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !!
i shall wish you in advance cos i dont think i will be blogging anytime soon(: have fun on your birthday:D 

"holiday." Dictionary.com. http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/holiday.

got back some results for promos. a B for chem & either C or D for chinese. so far it's still quite okay. but yar these 2 are my most confident subjects to pass. hope can at least pass econs then i should be able to get promoted. no faith for phy & math & gp. in primary school you will worry about whether can get 85 marks and above. in secondary school it's about getting that A1. now in jc you wont bother abt getting the As but instead whether you will be able to pass. haha i think only i am in this criteria ba. please let me pass 1 more h2 subject... i dont want to use conduct to let me get promoted. although i have passed up almost all my homework this year, my behaviour is not that good. furthermore, a certain someone dont like me & have a huge influence on whether i will be promoted. damn. i should have suck up to the teachers lah. haha joking joking. cca starting next tuesday. abit looking forward to it but i dont like it starting so late:/ have to wait about 2.5 hours for it to start. shall go to some nearby mall with meixuan ba(: i dont understand why people say i'm very fierce. anyway i conclude that i'm not fierce but the other girls in the class is too unfierce. haha heck lah fierce is better than artificial. i dont know how to edit my wr part:/ when a person comment that it is vague what does he/she means? isnt that vague too? 36 more days for school excluding 24 nov (for overperformers & underperformers). i love counting down to holidays. yesterday was spent so "fruitfully". let's see:
12am - 2am: watching videos on computer
2am - 10:40am: sleep
10:40am - 11:10 am: eat breakfast & read newspaper
11:10am - 1:50pm: sleep
1:50pm - 2:40pm: lunch & bathe
2:40pm - 3:20pm: practise piano
3:20pm - 4:30pm: sleep
then i forgot what else i did. only knew that i sleep at 4am today morning. so sad never win candy's sleeping record. nevermind, i will sleep 16 hours next saturday. so please dont sms or call me on that day. thanks in advance. i realise that when i blog, usually my posts are very long haha. maybe i very long-winded. i want to try playing the ufo catcher machine but i got no hand-eye coordination): ajc should be considered very lucky that no major accidents occurred this while i was in the science labs haha. in less than 10 hours time, i will be at pw meeting. so sian lah actually plan to go out with friends but now have to cut short the outing. what to do.

  

yay my mail has finally arrived:D the watch is so cute & looks just like the picture on the website. hope it wont spoil so soon because it doesnt hav warranty): promos have finally ended & now is like full force pw & like no chinese so far. 17 more days to chinese a levels but im not ready at all D: haha met up with jeanette sylvia & chadni yesterday & had dinner at swensens. the meal burned a hole in my pocket as swensens is a luxury good to me. i'm supposed to do I&R but yar im blogging. i realise im super lazy to blog. like only once a month will i blog lolx haha. so the next post from me will be in november. today sandcastle building was ok, not very very fun but also not super boring. nowadays like got nothing to watch on tv especially after BOF ends. this year i only left 2 more birthday presents to buy(: i getting broke): should i get a job during december holidays? current korean grps that i like: kara, ft island, 2pm ,2am & SS501. oh ya im super angry. there's a korean concert in sg where brown eyed girls & ft island will be performing but i will not be able to go because it falls on the same day as the guitar concert. i want to watch abracadabra live)))))))))): if kara coming, i going to feign illness & not turn up for the guitar performance. but the tickets so expensive so maybe i will also not go even if there isnt any guitar performance. tomorrow is such a boring day:/ j2 farewell thing, pw wr session & chinese. totally makes my day lah. i dont want next wednesday to come. such bring loads of tissue on that day in case. if i dont pass enough subjects to get promoted, i will cry like no tomorrow seriously. oh at least will have a dead expression throughout the whole day. tonight shant sleep & chiong I&R. shall replenish my sleep time during the farewell celebrations haha. the world's changing but am i?

1 more year (excluding holidays) & i dont need to see certain people anymore.

so long never update le as i was a bit lazy (actually not a bit but a lot). recently met up with secondary school friends. it was fun(: hope can meet up after promos,pw op & chinese a lvl's (if i manage to pass promos). recently spent quite a bit of money at kino:/ everytime i go home after a shopping trip i will wonder where all my money went to & why  i brought home so little stuff -___-lll 1 more month to promos & i have yet to study): i really hope i can pass promos & get promoted. i will just cry & quit school if i dont get promoted. i realise i'm hating more and more schoolmates. i think "hate" is a bit too strong maybe i should use "not in good terms with". i managed to pass the auditions for the end of year combined guitar performance with acjc although the coach asked some weird questions. i have this feeling that i will have to sell tickets too): i cant think of any who will like to come & watch. i shant worry about it now cos maybe i may be kicked out last minute due to my lousy playing haha. better chiong homework & study for promos.

the 2nd week of term 3 has passed. this year passed rather quickly for me but there's like not much changes in me. till now i still lack the confidence to believe in myself, my abilities & my talents. got back 2/6 of my exam results. currently i still find it to be quite good(:
chemistry: B. higher than i expected because i remember that i could not do quite alot of question and i was cursing huiying as she said that the paper was quite okay. Ms Ma never put a chop on my paper but instead she wrote "can do better" -__- haha anyway 6th sense tells me that this will be the highest grade i will achieve for this mid-year exam.
chinese: D. i missed a freaking ONE mark to get a C. rahhh. anyway at least it is around the same as my chinese results in secondary school so at least i didnt deprove. this year i have flunk every composition. sian. i think have to rely on my paper 2 and listening to get at least a C for a level's.
i dont want to get back the other papers:/ i 100% going to fail economics. only 10% of the whole h2 economics cohort passed so no chance of me passing. nevermind, was never good in arts subject since god knows when. screwed mathematics badly too & that's the subject that i kind of like the most... must learn from mistakes. i shall study hard for promos unlike for mid-year exam where i spent the study period sleeping like a pig.
anyway know i shall talk about other stuff. it's been a while since the formation of 4minute, a korean girl group. i shall comment on the members:
1. jihyun & gayoon
both of them impacted me the least and till now i cant differentiate the both of them.
2. jiyoon
i think that she's the best vocalist of the group although she did not get as much limelight as another member whose singing is the worst. but what's with her sunglasses? -__-
3. sohyun
i think she's the prettiest in the group and she's super cute dancing with the backpack.
4. hyunah
my most hated member. her voice is so irritating and bitchy and is so different compared to her wondergirls days. i cant stand her hole-y stockings too:/ great thing she left wondergirls. cant imagine her singing "nobody" in her current voice.
anyway all the best for them.
shall stop here, need to chiong homework as always.

today went out with meixuan & maureen to cineleisure. met them at somerset mrt. they came super early lah. ate at pastamania. ordered some value meal set (pasta+soup+garlic bread). food was pretty average to me:/ we so dao mei lah): wanted to use escalator then it broke down, wanted to watch "dance subaru" but only left 2 seats): so in the end we watched "mosters vs aliens" & had to wait for the next lift as the 1st was packed. "monsters vs aliens" was quite ok but i wished that i was able to watch "dance subaru". my jap dance movie became to some angmoh comedy haiiii... i better start chionging my homework if i want to slack on 2nd & 3rd week. only finished physics mock exam paper, chinese(easy) online quiz & chemistry MCQ ws:/ i wonder how the special olympics will be(: but which part of NUS will it be held-__-lll

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!:DD
long time since my previous post. i was 99% busy & 1% lazy(: life was like homework, eat, piano, cca & sleep. actually no much of sleep. during the holidays i shall sleep at least 10 hours/day to store energy for term 3 &4. recently saw advertisement on boA latest album, was tempted to buy so i went to hmv to see. the price is around $35 & i dont really like her english songs and, thus, i didnt buy. her japanese & korean songs are seriously nicer. i like the korean mv for boA's song, "key of heart" :D got gay wen's donghae haha. i bought a lime green gloomy bear hp keychain too. it was super cute:D i took a long time thinking whether i should buy the green or purple one but in the end i chose the green one. 我舍不得用咯~ & i collected the cineleisure $10 voucher. my mum gave me hers so i got 2 now:D i shall spend it all during june holidays.
tomorrow got math & physics tests, only studied abit of math so far. i need to edit my chinese composition before i mail to my teacher. i am super pissed with her lah:/ she just gives me the feeling that she is insincere & fake.i hate her method of teaching chinese composition. i feel uncomfortable letting others read my essays & here she is, making us post our chinese compositions online & each of us has to comment on another's. my chinese is like the worst in class (just like my other subjects). i already feel inferior to others & now she has to worsen it... shall get over & done with since i cant do anything about it.
i cant believe that june holidays are in a week time. was looking forward to it since the starting of term 2. the "magic" trick was super funny haha adwin super shuay lah. want to sabo sivah but in the end he kana instead. better luck next time ba(:
random note: i getting more freckles):

   
pictures taken at the event at liang court on sunday. went there just to get the free gift for jeanie. later went orchard to meet my mum to do some shopping at metro because there's the 20% storewide discount. i think all my clothes is at least got 20% discount then buy. i wish for nice gashapons to appear in singapore... nowadays like got no updates:/ this week will be a sleepless & stressful night): tonight have to rush PW draft, tomorrow have to study for chemistry test & wednesday have to finish up economics essay & do the final touch ups for PW 2nd draft. i still dont understand why i am called a mugger in class. all i did was completing my homework on time & study the night before for tests. cant wait for june holidays to come(:

today the worst monday i have experienced in the year seriously... all the bad things just have to happen today. by the time afternoon came, i was just in an off mood. reasons for my bad mood were:
1) i screwed a huge math test (didnt do 7 marks & my 2 marks question answer was wrong so the maximum marks i can get is 16/25)
2) got scolded during chemistry class which worsened my mood big time
3) my math teacher whose teaching i can understand is transfering to another school in term 3
4) i still got PW PI & chinese composition to rush tonight
i'm sick of life. i feel like i am competing in a race that i will 100% be losing. i wish that everything could end now... ok i shall stop emo-ing. what positive things can i talk about? hmmm... the only good thing i can think of now is that june holidays is coming in 1.5 months time & that ben & jerry's free cone day is next tues(: i bet maybe next monday i will also be in a bad mood too but i some sort of mentally prepared to screw the physics test... i think wonder girls new song is nice(: haha actually not really a new song they just resang a 2000 song by Fin.K.L(: haha shall stop here.

first post for april(: was super lazy & busy for the past few days.
homework for the weekend that yet to be done:
- Math Tutorial (13.03)
- PW PI 1st draft (14.04)
- Chinese Composition (14.04)
- Weekly Newspaper Article Review (14.04)
- Econ Essay (15.05)
- Chem Tutorial (17.04)
yay so many homework! haha hope i will be able to finish them by sunday night especially the PW PI draft:/ i cant wait for june holidays to come too(:
 

school starting tomorrow & i havent finish all my homework. yay!
currently i still have:
0.5 of 作业
0.5 of math tutorial 3 (AP & GP sucks!)
2 out of 3 articles for reading programme task for GP
physics tutorial 2
i still have so many & i still can be typing here. haha. march holidays is only a week & i have homework for every subject except PW. i cant wait to see the homework load for june holidays. i still dont understand why i hate to go to school... it is much worse than when i was in stc... maybe i dont fit there? i bet i will not fit in any JC:/ i hope the 21 more months will quickly pass...
thank you everyone for the surprise birthday party! i love it(: but i will never see whipped cream as a food ever again though haha(: 
love the presents too & the cake. cant wait to see you all again on theresian awards day(: i better go practise piano & chiong my homework now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU JUAN!!!((:
so long never update le... was too tired & busy): still not used to waking up super early aka 5:30am. school is like projects filled got GP, chinese, physics etc i hate it:/ but other than that then it's alright. today overslept by 45 min then i chiong out of the house around 6:25. took MRT & luckily manage to reach school around 7:20. i dont want to ruin my perfect school attendance): i was never late for school since kindergarten(so guai right?) nearly fell asleep during today's nanotechnology tour. my eyes were closed during the videos. march holidays is coming<3 anyone want to meet up? 

i will miss you): a beloved member in the family had passed on. you have been with us for 10 years, which is considered quite long in tv's life... you will be greatly remembered by all of us. i realised i never post for a long time. the last time i posted was about 6 days ago? haha(: school was alright i guess. only talk to a few girls & spent my recess with shujuan, zihui & maybe cheryl doing chem lecture & tutorial questions (so guai right? heheheh) had to be chem rep & i already made a lost of $1.60 just by collecting only 1 set of lecture & tuorial ws for the class. okay maybe the $1 is partly my fault because i didnt write a list of who paid but at least the dishonest person should come & pay): the other $0.60 is all thanks to some idiot who took an extra copy of lecture notes then i had to print another copy for Eric... to whoever who read this & thinks that i'm a bitch who makes a huge fuss over $1.60, just close the page. anyway i hope it wont happen anymore. i got into guitar ensemble (actually almost everybody got in i think) pretty lonely because i dont know anyone. then the girl beside me was quite nice & tried to talk to me so i helped her to tune her guitar(: oh & i bought a new tuner for $20(: my newest baobei~ haha. i saw toh toh too then he was super nice he told one of the exco members that if short of any players i can help out. thanks toh toh((: & the seniors taught us how to play "if we hold on together" all this remind me of the time in stc guitar)): oh yar i forgot to mention the new family member! today went to buy her. it was $500 off & comes with a smaller sister (which my mum is planning to sell it off) it coming on wednesday but i will only be able to see it around 7pm because it's cca day. i want to go play the guitar thing at cine arcade. haha(:

yesterday went out with chadni, jeanette, mika & sylvia for dinner. maybe next year got no chance to have dinner on this day because you all will be going out with your boyfriends(: hope you all like the present i give you. i like your presents alot:D everybody except me follow the dress code of wearing either red, orange or pink shirt but it's not my fault if i dont have any top of that colour haha(: ate at some grilled chicken place at vivo food was quite alright. i miss everyone): i can talk so easily with everyone so unlike the 'me' in the new school. like 2 out of 3 of the OGL said in the message to me that i was quiet lah... lectures starting tomorrow & i'm noteless haha(:

orientation was passable so far. i tried to talk to a few people in the group & i smiled way more than last week. the rap session yesterday make me realise that rapping will sound nicer in lower voice eg yoobin(: the girl rapper voice was a bit too high pitch & yar. anyway i think the rap is super retarded... i finally learn how to tie a necktie thanks to some website because my whole family dont know how to tie one:D 3 more days of orientation i want to get it over & done with...

finally blog after so many days... i'm still not used to waking up at 5.30am, an hour earlier compared to the past. tomorrow is like the 5th day of school & i havent talk to anyone yet except for Agnes. now i know how 'HIGH' my EQ is(: it seems like all the girls taking biology... i'm scared i'm the only girl in the class because i take physics instead): i bet i wont talk to any of my classmates seriously... Mrs Fung will be so proud of me to be super quiet during class time:D need to buy socks & shoelaces this saturday for school i'm wearing my sister shoes till it breaks apart then i will buy a new one(: i dont want to play muddy games:/ it's difficult to remove mud from the shoes... i'm still not used to the new school... i feel so out of place there):

I'M NOT READY TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL & IT'S TOMORROW !!! basdkjfbasskbsgb

i'm 99.99% scared+nervous & 0.01% excited:/ i shall apologise to agnes in advance if i'm super weird tomorrow because i have this feeling that i will stick to her like shit but i will not talk at all. i'm too lazy to practise piano & even to cook my own lunch. i bet i will have a sleepless night tonight & tomorrow i will be hell tired D: anyone is in ajc orientation group mg11??

today went out with princess & aunty tan. aunty was late so she had to queue up & buy the movie tickets(:
later we walked to taka & went to kino. nothing much there so i was able to save a few more dollars. been going out quite frequently this holidays. not good for the pocket:/
went to buy our "fabulous" last supper at isetan & we ate it at e empty bench at taka -__-lll
my fabulous meal is crab meat croquette, potato ham croquette & rice super nice~
went to play arcade later. the guitar & air hockey games are super fun xD
"Bride Wars" was quite nice some parts are super funny eg blue hair & super orange skin
ate durian snow ice too(: super <333
went to walk around orchard for a while more & then i went home.

today got an sms at like 6.37am on my posting results.
got into my 1st choice but like no one from stc going there:///
at least got syl's friend to stick too because she also realised no one from her school is going to that jc too
i dont want monday to come:////